I appreciate you.
I haven't been able to really commit to a game in a long time - definitely not since I started running the company, but I think actually even before that I was too busy out on a rig and never knew what my schedule would be. And my big (really only) fear going into our game was that I would find I couldn't handle the game length in my schedule. If we hit a 5-hour game once, no big deal. If that was the expectation every time we sat down, I'd almost certainly say I just can't be here for that.